In Search Of

You don’t read this book. This book looks back at you. In Search Of? is not a story that wants to be understood quickly. It is a confrontation with what often remains unseen — a journey into the origins of Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder (FASD). Not only as a condition, but as a way of living that unfolds between two worlds: fantasy and reality, woven together in ways the outside world rarely notices. What begins as a search for explanation slowly becomes the discovery that what is visible is not always the core. And that what remains invisible is often what weighs the most. This book is about living with FASD. About the circles people move in without knowing why. About the inheritance passed down without words. About the pain that cannot always be named, yet is present every day. About the search for understanding in a world that mostly sees only what can be seen. In Search Of? offers no solutions. No quick answers. No promises of recovery. It asks for something else. Recognition. Attention. And the courage to keep looking exactly where it becomes difficult.