The guy in a suit?

i wrote this myself, enjoy my fellow fallen ones, and for those still risen high, may you be blessed to stay where ye resides in current times, for the fall is freeing but o so never ending..... What have i become? Perhaps i've always known the brokenness awaited me, so the fading into the state of the mind gone wild was of my own doing, because my fate was sealed the moment i became aware of my own self. i should've stayed in that sweet life of a lie, but no, i had to seek the truth. Well, i'm there, and it tastes oh so bittersweet. i guess reality is only a graceful painting if we look from afar. if somebody is listening to my thoughts, just let things be and don't see the why. The only thing that follows is a life of loneliness within your locked state of being. i built the chains, i've locked the lock, and i've swallowed the keys, and now i will suffocate on them. Well, at least i know the truth, right? Right. Oh yeah, nobody is listening. it's me again inside my head.